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Well! I haven't updated in a while!
For two reasons. One, I've been busy, and two, I wanted to keep up my last journal on my profile for quite a while.
I am still going to be adding people to that list, and then eventually onto another journal if it gets to be too many icons.
Now, I doubt ANYBODY cares about my life, since I am just some strange internet person. 
But, if anyone's bored and has nothing better to do, here's my recent events!
I am not going to my school for the rest of the school year. I am going to partial hospitalization group therapy for dangerously high anxiety and depression, and strange hindering social problems.
I have a boyfriend, but my anxiety is making it difficult for me to cope with the fact that he's moving to Colorado for two years at the end of the summer. Sure, I'll be able to see him once a month, but it's really really hard right now because I'm not medicated yet.
Art-wise, I have finally realized that... I have no style! ; A ; And I can't draw things except for really limited faces without referencing the hell out of everything! And, I really really want to create some actually interesting OCs! SO! After major inspiration from 
, I am off on a quest to practice the hell out of everything! * - * There was a recent scare of my sister's computer (that of which is the tablet I use and holds Photoshop and all of my precious irreplacable, un-backed-up files) being completely dead, because the hard-drive failed, but! It's all fixed up now! And I'm getting to work with it tomorrow~ So practicing shall commence then! ( I don't like working traditionally... > _ > )
But, despite that I don't like working traditionally, I actually have been! Around the end of last week, I had a major breakdown and was extremely depressed. When in that state, I cannot be left alone. My family ended up leaving me completely alone at home for a few hours, and I had a dangerous panic attack. Soooo, to not be alone, I needed to cling to my mom one morning (in fact, I actually had to sleep in her bed for two nights). But, she was gonna be busy with painting with one of her friends that morning, so in desperation I decided to paint with them. I have never done a big acryllic painting before, but now I can claim to have experience! : D I am doing a painting of a trillium~ And when it's finished, I'll take a picture of it and post it up~
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Art To-Do List
( in order of importance )
( ones that I actually want to do will
have an asterisk next to them )
***Major Practice Dumps ; Will never be done with! * O *
*Expressions Meme ; 
*Fourth-Entry-In-Series Painting ; 
Acryllic Trillium Painting; 
Art MIGHT-Do List
Cake Animation ;
Umby-Brolly Pixel Animation ;
Comfortable Chair Animation ;
Extremely Late Xmas Presents For Meh Buddehs ;
Winter Comic ;
Handwriting Meme ;
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